smile torn in two
sweetened pain
she always laughs
at the most horrible things
knife in her heart
she's smiling again
drowning inside

going numb on the outside
ripped all apart on the in
holding back the tears
feeling pain
she says it's better than
not feeling at all
some form of being alive

she always laughs
at the most horrible things

she always laughs
at the most horrible things
knife in her heart
she's smiling again
drowning inside

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